Postmediocre: I'm just not that into you

Monday, April 23, 2007

Anonymity, I like y0u. I really do. But the truth is that I don't "like" like you. It's time for a change, don't you think?

PJD said...: OK... that was cryptic.; 9:30 PM
Lily said...: yeah...that's what i'm thinkin': cryptic; 10:20 PM
Tony said...: I'm thinking this refers to her use of J@na on the sidebar rather than bsp.; 4:59 AM
bluesugarpoet said...: You are correct, Tony. That's just the start of letting people "in," I guess. Part II of the getting rid of "fear" thing, I suppose. (Why did I ever accept that adventure???)

Anyway, I was thinking how "opposite" my desire to be "known" is different from the typical quest to be known. For many, being "known" is an attempt to put his or her mark on the planet - to garner praise for his or her abilities, perhaps. For me, being "known" is an effort to stop hiding. Hiding from what? I'm not really sure. From things that scare me? It's an attempt to be bold, to make friends, to not be an isolationist. Okay, I sound a bit crazy here. :)

I don't really know what the next step is, but I'm sure to find out soon enough.; 8:34 AM

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